I want to stare into the sun and see
I want to stare at the moon and feel
I want run into someone and we look at each other and hear the universe applauding
I want to find a newborn on a toilet
I want a brain tumor transforming me
Anything
Fucking anything is better than dying between sheeps and shepards
I want to feel conviction
Conviction in being human
To escape into faith
And I dont even believe in faith